Today is my second attempt at creating a blog..... and guess wat i 've NAILED it.... :)
24th March - A weird day
lets me just brief about the day before this one....
Morning... Last day on bench.. marriage... blah blah blah
Evening...
Was excited about the fact that i was gonna meet my two roomies ( me(Weekend roomie)) after a long time..... mmmmmm 3 days....
Well there were miniature reasons as well like India vs Australia quarter finals which of course India won and the other was that 1 of my Awesomest friend had got a brillinat job..... To party to BANTA tha Boss....
Well match was Brilliant and wat made it even more brilliant was the ambience in OUR room....6 of us howling screaming cursing, basically wat guys do during an intense and an important match.
Ordered dinner... ate it and blah blah blah... ice cream khai (my favourite part)... and walked back to our respective rooms.... Saw How I Met Your Mother...Njoyed it Courtesy Rachit.... :@
Laptop khola and started to go through rachit's old pics..... it was cool... had discussions on when should Vaibhav get married and ofcourse my Fav question to Rachit ( Aur bolo..Tum shaadi kab kar rahe ho??)
Had a great laugh on various topics... basically an awesome day...
Slept around 3 and got up at 6.. had to go to the railway station .... a friend was coming from mysore for the first time to Mumbai....
25th March - Saw my dear friend after a year... I thought that the day had started on a positive note but i was wrong... There came a news which had been haunting me for quite some time.......a chill ran through my spine, my mind became numb and my eyes wet... something choked my throat and i was devoured of words....didn't know wat to do in that fast local.... jumping out of it was the option which i immediately deleted from my idiotic head.....well i chose to remain silent and i texted the news to vaibhav and rachit.. knew they would have been sleeping but these are the 2 guys i can count on at any point of my life......... reached home somehow... i guess those 2 hours of sleep at our room was what was written in the destiny.... was lying on the bed begging god to gibe me 10 mins of sleep.... was completely out of my senses.... did some idiotic things which i had restrained myself from doing for the past 5 months and was proud to be successful. Nostalgic emotional, depressed and then there was a message from Rachit..... a message which i would never delete from my inbox.... those comforting words were words of solace peace, motivation in short a stich to the bleeding heart..... thought that would be able to go through this bu then there a a flood of calls which were ripping my heart into pieces... i wanted to cry and damn it cry out loud.... Wanted the Gods to hear those cries and plead for donno wat..... Wanted to throw my phone away, change my number....
Asked myself that whenever i try to do something why does life push me back even behind from what i had started.....
It was this entire year which came before my eyes where there was so much misery, pain made me skip a beat and i thought that i would not let it happen to myself again...
Just 1 question to GOD and 1 prayer..
Why do people change and why does it always happen that the one whom u have loved so much stabs u straight in ur heart with a smile caring a shit about the pain and those never ending tears
I just pray to GOD that the friends he has blessed me with never change and the same implies to me.....
24th March - A weird day
lets me just brief about the day before this one....
Morning... Last day on bench.. marriage... blah blah blah
Evening...
Was excited about the fact that i was gonna meet my two roomies ( me(Weekend roomie)) after a long time..... mmmmmm 3 days....
Well there were miniature reasons as well like India vs Australia quarter finals which of course India won and the other was that 1 of my Awesomest friend had got a brillinat job..... To party to BANTA tha Boss....
Well match was Brilliant and wat made it even more brilliant was the ambience in OUR room....6 of us howling screaming cursing, basically wat guys do during an intense and an important match.
Ordered dinner... ate it and blah blah blah... ice cream khai (my favourite part)... and walked back to our respective rooms.... Saw How I Met Your Mother...Njoyed it Courtesy Rachit.... :@
Laptop khola and started to go through rachit's old pics..... it was cool... had discussions on when should Vaibhav get married and ofcourse my Fav question to Rachit ( Aur bolo..Tum shaadi kab kar rahe ho??)
Had a great laugh on various topics... basically an awesome day...
Slept around 3 and got up at 6.. had to go to the railway station .... a friend was coming from mysore for the first time to Mumbai....
25th March - Saw my dear friend after a year... I thought that the day had started on a positive note but i was wrong... There came a news which had been haunting me for quite some time.......a chill ran through my spine, my mind became numb and my eyes wet... something choked my throat and i was devoured of words....didn't know wat to do in that fast local.... jumping out of it was the option which i immediately deleted from my idiotic head.....well i chose to remain silent and i texted the news to vaibhav and rachit.. knew they would have been sleeping but these are the 2 guys i can count on at any point of my life......... reached home somehow... i guess those 2 hours of sleep at our room was what was written in the destiny.... was lying on the bed begging god to gibe me 10 mins of sleep.... was completely out of my senses.... did some idiotic things which i had restrained myself from doing for the past 5 months and was proud to be successful. Nostalgic emotional, depressed and then there was a message from Rachit..... a message which i would never delete from my inbox.... those comforting words were words of solace peace, motivation in short a stich to the bleeding heart..... thought that would be able to go through this bu then there a a flood of calls which were ripping my heart into pieces... i wanted to cry and damn it cry out loud.... Wanted the Gods to hear those cries and plead for donno wat..... Wanted to throw my phone away, change my number....
Asked myself that whenever i try to do something why does life push me back even behind from what i had started.....
It was this entire year which came before my eyes where there was so much misery, pain made me skip a beat and i thought that i would not let it happen to myself again...
Just 1 question to GOD and 1 prayer..
Why do people change and why does it always happen that the one whom u have loved so much stabs u straight in ur heart with a smile caring a shit about the pain and those never ending tears
I just pray to GOD that the friends he has blessed me with never change and the same implies to me.....
Bro, as I always say.. Life is how you make it out to be. We have seen you fight it out and come out from a hopeless situation.
ReplyDeleteBe rest assured that people who love you will always be around you, no matter what. Just stay positive, the new mantra which you adopted lately only to see the positiveness in your daily life.
Keep writing.. Its the best way to talk to yourself. Looking forward to read something which you might write in a joyous mood.
First of all congrats for nailing the blog you want to do for so long...
ReplyDeleteWhat I see a different perspective here...there are up and downs in life..you should make memories of ups and not downs..
I see an improvement and believe me its pretty good pace.however, you can show me more of that which i expect from you at all times..
keep in touch and i will rumor you from my so called un-understandable jokes :P